在這裡跟他的一個回憶
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How to do anal sex without lubricant?!
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@oxymoron
I certainly know. But as long as both side are happy and can fill each other's gap. That's all it matters.
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I totally get the psychological side of fulfilment when it comes to sex. Our heads can play tricks on us in more ways than we realise. Our mind can put us at ease; it can get us in the mood and ready for action. it can even give power we don’t know we have... like viagra.
Submissiveness is a powerful game for both partners if both are willing to give and take totally and volunteerinngly. Anal is a surrender based on trust... and much enjoyment comes from the psychological aspect. But I do wonder about physical part of pleasure.... in a way similar to gay sex. Is there a pleasure spot within the rectum that can give physical high and even orgasm? My ex told me she felt good...
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I guess she was naturally lubricated.
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I don't have much experience in anal so I cannot comment whether there is physical excitement inside. I can only feel very "full". I feel good is all because of the psychological fulfilment. I think maybe having a dp would be great. Haha
Dp as fake penis and him
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Dolly
Ever think about to go for a holiday with him?
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Then she is really a great sex partner ...
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Impossible cos I have a family now ....
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I noticed that you left a message in a thread that is in regard to a lady looking for support from man. Actually how dose this kind of relationship work? I m so curious to know how much the support is? Is it one time support or monthly support ?
Now my sex life is so minimal n boring. I would like to read/know more about the erotic matter ...:p pls tell me if u don't mind. ...sigh my husband can't satisfy me n we seldom hv sex. First year of marriage, we did it once in every two weeks. Now we did it less than 10 times per year ...around once every 2-3 months ... even though we do it, the quality is not good ... very repetitive..
I only rely on my dairies n memories to masturbate
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im back....
was out today
shit! lots to catch up with! hahaha
anyway, hows your weekend Dolly??
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再次分享我昔日的日記
標題：Bittersweet （標題靈感來自oxymoron 這個字）
Part 1
今晚我心情好複雜，感覺好似怪怪的，呆呆的。跟HB見面後，心情更加低落得無緣無故地哭了起來。
不得不承認，我對HB的感覺越來越強烈。很想得到他更多的關注和愛錫，不過HB從不會說愛我，喜歡我，或掛念我等等，所以我的心裡總係覺得好moody。 今日早就心情不好，因昨天HB在電話中好像很沒興趣跟我聊天。其實我期待了一整天，就是等跟他打電話給我的時刻。我需要的，就只是他十多分鐘的時間(而且不是每天)。我沒有告訴HB我心中的不快，收起我的扁嘴表情，期待著今天的約會。兩星期一次的約會，我份外珍惜。
為了逗HB開心，早前我上網訂了一些小玩意去迎接今天的約會。我預先告訴了HB我準備了的玩意 ---無線震蛋。他知道後好像很有興趣。這玩意可以讓他遙距離的控制我，我很喜歡被我喜歡的人控制，覺得自己特別有小鳥依人的感覺。放工後，我們相約在地鐵站。見面時HB已經急不及待地問我是否有東西要交給他。哈!當然有，但可惜小玩意還沒有安裝電池呢。於是我們二人四手的在我手袋內安裝，好不容易，一切準備就緒!
係地鐵裡，我的頭依偎在HB的肩上，聞著他身上所散發出獨特的香味，攬實他的感覺好舒服。我係一個好"爹"的女仔，喜歡小鳥依人的攬住HB，不過HB通常都面無表情的讓我攬實，HB就係甘cool。到站後，我們先去吃晚飯。因為時間關係，我們選擇了吃雲吞麵。HB還點了我喜歡的飲品呢 。落單後，我就去洗手間把小震蛋放進內褲，豆豆的前面。我拉好我的裙子，面不改容地回到HB身邊坐下。HB還沒有掌握到控制的技巧，所以問我小震蛋有沒有啟動。我遙遙回應頭就開始食麵(我好餓啊!)。突然間，小震蛋震動起來，我用夾雜著歡愉和痛苦的眼神望住HB，而我的大腿就緊緊的合上。我很害怕小震蛋會跌出來阿!我的表情出賣了我，讓HB知道我褲內的小震蛋已經啟動了。我用既痛苦又舒服的表情望住HB，但他只是平淡的回應:“做咩事?”。我只好細細聲地告訴HB:"好震啊！"，然後我倆就繼續食麵。我食下停下，一邊享受著小震蛋刺激著豆豆的快感，但另一邊我很難專心食麵。每當HB較快震蛋的速度，我就忍不住叫一下。幸好我勉強控制到聲音，只是口型出賣了我。麵店的職員來來往往，我覺得他們好像看穿了我，不久，我的內褲已經濕了一大片，我有一種好羞恥的感覺。後來，很好人的HB就將震蛋的速度減慢，讓我可以專心食麵，不過我的雙腿依然緊緊地合上。我不敢坐得太後，害怕震蛋會震到椅子而發出聲音。今晚，我的一舉一動就這樣讓HB控制住。
好不容易才吃完這餐刺激的晚餐，我們一同離開麵店。我站起來的一刻很害怕，擔心小震蛋會跌出來。我合上雙腿，小心的一步一步慢慢地行，而HB都有攙扶我。我們的目的地是lover hotel。
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Weekend is my family day
There is no excitement for me anymore
I could only sacrifice my sleeping time to update here.
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Bittersweet part 2
Part 2
進入酒店，害羞的我大多數都喜歡躲在HB後面。高大的HB可以完全遮住我。拿到鑰匙後，通常我都跟在HB後面，或者我自己橋住他的手臂上房。但今天，HB卻拖著我的手一起去乘電梯。我心入面覺得好開心，不過我沒有告訴HB。其實我一直都很喜歡讓HB拉著我的手才上房，起碼給我一種感覺我真的是他的情人，而別人又不會誤以為我是緩交女生。記得曾經有一次，我們登記房間時，前面有三pairs人，男人們大概四十出頭，女生們卻不到二十嵗，明眼人一看便知道他們的關係。最令我尷尬的是，接待員竟問HB我們跟那班人是否一起，要不要附近的房間。HB立刻加重語氣否認，而我當然覺得很不開心啦。HB應該知道我唔開心，但我們都沒有再提及此事。雖然我樣子年輕，但我一身OL打扮，我跟那班女生又點會是同一夥呢！
上到房間，震蛋依然從未間斷刺激住我敏感的豆豆。我和HB分別坐在床上，慢慢脫下自己的鞋和飾物。就係呢個時候，HB說我沒有呻吟，說我已經不覺得興奮。說真的，因爲震蛋被較到慢速，我當然不會失控地呻吟啦，但興奮的感覺是有的。我如實地告訴HB，然後從旁邊攬住正在用遙控開電視/轉台的HB。直至轉到成人台，HB才停下來。我對HB說：“你摸下，我褲仔都濕曬”。HB再拿起遙控，但今次是控制我的遙控。
HB把震蛋速度不斷提高，啊~我終於可以完全釋放地呻吟。HB隔住我的衣服愛撫我的身體，又溫柔地跟我法式熱吻。我倆慢慢地跌在床上，則身面對面的繼續熱吻。HB的大手在我身上遊動，一時"渣"我的胸部，一時又摸我下面的小妹妹。可能HB知道我已經夠濕，所以要我把震蛋放入體内。震蛋的size都不算小，我慢慢的把震蛋推進。震蛋在陰道内又是令一種刺激。我繼續以我的呻吟聲告訴HB我有多舒服。哈！我們繼續濕吻和愛撫。我的胸部一向非常敏感，給HB摸胸渣波，我必定放聲大叫，大聲呻吟。HB又錫我的耳朵，我真的投行了。耳朵是我另一個超敏感的部位，給HB吻耳朵真的(((非常舒服)))，我現在都很回味，好想要 。每當HB吻我的耳朵，我的身體便會敏感得左閃又避。哈!HB通常都不會放過我，繼續錫我。
HB終於都放開我，慢慢的拉下我身上連身裙背後的拉鏈，解開胸圍扣，和拉下我的内褲。我全裸的躺在床上，而HB就跪在我下體，看住小妹妹，然後慢慢拉出小震蛋。拉出震蛋的感覺好古怪，好似連水都拉出來似的。HB把震蛋再次放在小豆豆上，還用力地壓在豆豆，啊，我辛苦得來又覺得好舒服。 呢種感覺，就好似我對HB既愛，會有辛苦的，開心的，和會上癮的。
是時候到我服侍HB，他站在床上，高高在上，我跪在他面前，慢慢替他解開皮帶，拉下他的西褲和内褲。我含住小HB開始吞吐，我既小手就摸他的蛋蛋既底部。我又從下而上地舔小HB，舔到龜頭，我就打圈舔。我再一口含住小HB不斷吸。HB亦不自覺地在我口中慢慢出入。我很享受被HB屌我的嘴仔，很想HB可以盡情在我的口中出入，可惜HB不會這樣做。可以跪在HB的跨下為他服務，我覺得好滿足。HB從我口中退了出來，然後去拿condom。在HB撕開condom封套時，我忍不住繼續錫錫小HB。哈
(待續)
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seems this is the perfect timing for your new story update~
thanks again for sharing
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Bittersweet Part 3
HB吹一吹個condom，然後自己戴上。基本上我從未為任何男人戴上這貼身用品。可能HB怕我弄穿condom？怕我戴錯方向？定係因為心急，所以不等我幫他？不論任何原因，肯戴condom的男人我最欣賞。HB係一個有責任的男人，從未要求過不戴condom，所以我很喜歡跟HB愛愛呢！我曾經都有衝動想為他吃藥避孕，但最後都放棄了，可能，我未感覺到HB對我的愛昇華到呢個階段。好想得到他更多的愛。
其實我一直扒在床上，面對著站在地上的HB。看見他戴好condom，我就另轉身，以為HB想要狗仔，(其實我自己好喜歡狗仔式)，但HB叫我躺在床上說我會舒服點，HB準備男上女下的傳統動作。他跪在床上，把我的雙腿分開放在他的肩上，提高我的屁股，然後對準我早已濕透的小妹妹，慢慢放入。啊!好充實啊!HB抱住我的雙腿，不斷衝刺，一下一下的進入到我的深深處。HB每一下的進出，我都覺得好入，小妹妹有一股暖意，舒服到不能形容。HB開始減慢，身體向前傾，壓在我的身上，他的進攻變得更有節奏，一下一下的，讓我可以更清楚感受到小HB在我體內的實在和溫暖。HB仲用口吸添我的nipples，又用手按摩我的雙峰，還用拇指和食指重點刺激我的nipples。我不甘示弱，雙手申向HB胸口，我也用手指挑撥他的nipples。HB可能不喜歡，他突然雙手爪實我的手腕，然後分開壓在床上，我動彈不得，任他魚肉。他再來幾十下快速衝刺，就攬住我一射如注。我興奮的心跳加速，要很久才能平復。
事後我想體貼HB，想幫他脫下condom，可是他說他要自己來，我唯有遵從。HB脫下condom後，不知道他自己把小HB申過來，還是我自己主動去吸啜小HB，總之我就給HB添乾淨。 我很喜歡添小HB，再滿足地對HB笑。
我清理一下後，就返上床休息。當HB上床時，我刻意的不主動攬向HB，我好想HB主動攬實我。我心理上會覺得HB好似更加需要我。被攬進HB的懷裡好幸福啊!
(待續)
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Bittersweet Part 4
經過一輪大戰後，HB攬住我就訓陣休息下．他閉上眼睛，而我就躺在他臂彎內望住他甜睡的樣子．很喜歡靜靜地看著他，我又不時錫下或用手模下HB下巴上的鬍子，HB好man架，有好多"蘇"根! 我趁HB訓教，我就偷偷去洗手間準備我第二輪的小玩意 -- 襪帶絲襪+底部開口T-Back．
既然都上網買開野，所以就買多幾樣．雖然我係可愛類型，但我知道HB其實喜歡成熟打扮的女性，因此特別選購了一對黑色的襪帶絲襪．我估大部分男人都喜歡襪帶掛！？我靜靜地走進洗手間，因為擔心拆開膠袋的聲音會給HB發現我的舉動，所以我就開行水喉，一來可以遮蓋膠袋聲，二來又可以扮去洗手間減低HB的懷疑．我慢慢穿上黑色魚網底部開口的T- Back，(T-Back上近豆豆的部位有一隻鮮紅色的蝴蝶結，好令人遐想)，隨後我就慢慢套上黑色襪帶絲襪．我在鏡前作最後檢查，我自己都覺得對襪帶絲襪好sexy．一切準備就緒，我就打開門，然後係HB未睜開眼睛前上床躲進被窩之中．哈，HB果然沒有發現我的蠱惑!
在床上，我攬住HB，然後開始上下其手模下小HB．HB醒了後...
To be continued
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Bittersweet Part 5
在床上，我攬住HB，然後開始上下其手模下小HB．HB醒了後，我就拉開張被，露出我穿了襪帶絲襪的雙腿，然後擧起一隻引下HB。我笑住問躺在床上的HB：“你鍾唔鍾意啊？” HB無正面回應，但有少許微笑地點點頭。於是我還站起來讓HB看得更清楚，哈，不過我害羞，所以很快便跪返落床。我爬到HB上，然後輕輕地吻他的唇，吻他的耳朵，向他的耳朵吹氣，慢慢再錫落他的頸。HB一直都沒有太大的反應，我自知我的工夫不好，但我會盡力。我再一直把我的吻向下移，吻他的心口，肚，然後大腿内則。我的手開始摸小HB，然後又錫返上去。可能我太忙碌，所以無留意HB既反應，HB一直都無出聲，但小HB當然已經變大了 。
我先舔一舔龜頭，然後慢慢含住小HB，哈哈，已經好硬。我努力地吞吐數下就改為舔。我從上至下，再由下再舔返上去。我又舔下蛋蛋，含下蛋蛋，再添下蛋蛋底部。HB從來都無講點先舒服，或者我可以點舔會更舒服，所以我都係盡我既努力去為他口交。最後我再次含住小HB，努力吸啜，我還嘗試越啜越深，很想讓HB感受深喉的感覺。有幾下，我差點想吐呢。可能HB覺得差不多，他說他去拿condom，我當然話好啦。於是我就乖乖在床上等。
戴好condom後，我小小爹地對HB說我要騎他，HB亦乖乖躺在床上。我爬到他的身上，讓他躺在我跪下了的雙腿之間。我在HB上面他可以清楚看到穿了襪帶的我。由於t-back的底部是開口的，所以我把小HB穿過那個洞，再對準我的小妹妹，然後慢慢坐下。其實都有點難度，很難對準阿，而且可能我不是很濕，所以覺得摩擦感覺強烈一點。我先前後搖動，可能自己比較清楚自己敏感的地方，很快我已經覺得好high，我不斷前後搖阿搖啊，而HB就示意要我的身體挨後一點點。係我不斷搖的時候，HB申手摸我的胸部。啊，我好怕啊，好很癢啊，我個胸好敏感啊。我繼續搖，慢慢就覺得腳仔累。我改變"察"略，開始上下動，讓小HB在我的小妹妹出入，每一下我都覺得好入，啊，好舒服 ，我繼續努力，上下上下地"un"，好high阿，我的波波跟著我的動作而跳動，我繼續un啊un阿，直到HB又開始插我，我停下來。
HB插我當然會特別入，特別舒服，但我知道再插HB便會發射，所以我只慢慢地un。我對HB說，我要你射進我的嘴仔，我要...點知HB不理會我，他大力地插我，我大叫：“唔好啊，我要你射係口口啊，唔好....”。我本能想企起身，係呢個時候HB大力用雙手"足"住我條腰，從下插上來，插阿察啊。我不斷大叫唔好啊，唔好...但我逃走唔到，最後我給HB戰勝了，他射了進去。 (我現在又有反應喇，好舒服 )。我好喜歡HB制服我，讓我完完全全的屬於他。
事後我有問HB係咪唔鍾意射係我口中，HB說：“唔係，想射咪射” 。其實今晚我有點唔開心。等車的時候，我攬住HB望住HB。HB問我做咩，我對他說：“我想永遠都記住你”。
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每次睇返我的日記，我都會流眼淚...
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唔好唔開心啦
起碼曾經開心過呀麻
將來既野又無人知既~
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#流淚眼望流淚眼
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At least all the memories are happy memories.
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@life-is-a-story 120% agree :)
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@billybo No sleep yet?
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@life-is-a-story not yet
how abt u? :)
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@billybo
I just wake up.
Breakfast then off to gym by 6 or 7
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@life-is-a-story oh wow! what a healthy life
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你地甘夜都唔訓既...
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我係早起身咋
喺gym
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Dolly 你都早喎
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大家都好早
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said in 在這裡跟他的一個回憶:
I noticed that you left a message in a thread that is in regard to a lady looking for support from man. Actually how dose this kind of relationship work? I m so curious to know how much the support is? Is it one time support or monthly support ?
Now my sex life is so minimal n boring. I would like to read/know more about the erotic matter ...:p pls tell me if u don't mind. ...sigh my husband can't satisfy me n we seldom hv sex. First year of marriage, we did it once in every two weeks. Now we did it less than 10 times per year ...around once every 2-3 months ... even though we do it, the quality is not good ... very repetitive..
I only rely on my dairies n memories to masturbate
Life without sex can’t last for long bor...
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@blackbird
But apparently I have heard of many couples not have sex for months.
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@life-is-a-story said in 在這裡跟他的一個回憶:
@blackbird
But apparently I have heard of many couples not have sex for months.People don’t need sex nowadays ?
Or they have a secret one ?
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@blackbird
I did ask one of my friend about it before, he said both side are busy with work and dates not match...
Although I still can't understand how they have survived that kind of marriage life.
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@life-is-a-story said in 在這裡跟他的一個回憶:
@blackbird
I did ask one of my friend about it before, he said both side are busy with work and dates not match...
Although I still can't understand how they have survived that kind of marriage life.There’s still Sunday’s ... busy and no time is just an excuse
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We were like this since married ..
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We r busy at work and at home. Weekend is also busy ... he also said he is tired . He prefers sleeping.
Anyways I don't want to do with him too..
It's better not to have sex
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@blackbird
Probably plus he said his wife she that she doesn't like sex. I guess that is the main factor.
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said in 在這裡跟他的一個回憶:
We r busy at work and at home. Weekend is also busy ... he also said he is tired . He prefers sleeping.
Anyways I don't want to do with him too..
It's better not to have sex
Dolly.... But this cycle will goes worst n can do more damage along the line.
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said in 在這裡跟他的一個回憶:
We r busy at work and at home. Weekend is also busy ... he also said he is tired . He prefers sleeping.
Anyways I don't want to do with him too..
It's better not to have sex
If U can be satisfied by him, things may be better
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But we were like this since the first year
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@life-is-a-story said in 在這裡跟他的一個回憶:
said in 在這裡跟他的一個回憶:
We r busy at work and at home. Weekend is also busy ... he also said he is tired . He prefers sleeping.
Anyways I don't want to do with him too..
It's better not to have sex
Dolly.... But this cycle will goes worst n can do more damage along the line.
Agree, release yourself and find a way out
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But we were like this since the first yearIf 5 years n u r already unhappy... How r u going to walk through the coming 10 or so years?
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@life-is-a-story said in 在這裡跟他的一個回憶:
@blackbird
Probably plus he said his wife she that she doesn't like sex. I guess that is the main factor.Heard so many cases that the girl don’t like sex..
Like another topic here, the girl finds unacceptable to have sex with her bf...
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He often make me unhappy... such as family issue or his personality... how can I do with him
Recently I only talk about kids issue with him only. He didn't realise the problem, but never mind. I can still accept him as a family member... he is good in many aspects
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He can't satisfy me in sex in first day ...
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@blackbird
I didn't read all thread here.
But my question was didn't he not know that before getting married? Or she suddenly changed after married?
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Not happy as I think he doesn't care about my feelings, but he is a good man and good father. We can still have a peaceful family
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He can't satisfy me in sex in first day ...
Dolly I guess nobody is perfect in this world. N we just have to take the ups n Downs to balanced out in a way.