Very depressed now. Can I look for a listener to hear me crying, please?



  • :-(



    We all encounter difficulties in lives. But at the moment, can you please stop by and listen to me, my dear?



  • sure, i'm here



  • There should be a joke from the whatever God to me.





    The person I have no feelings with treats me well while the person I love badly decided to ignore and leave me alone forever.





    Love is not sympathy but I don't even deserve the one's sympathy. :...(



  • My heart is broken into many many pieces.





    My pride fell down the cliff.





    It is too painful to record any memories...



  • On my own


    Pretending he's beside me


    All alone


    I walk with him till morning


    Without him


    I feel his arms around me


    And when I lose my way I close my eyes


    And he has found me





    In the rain the pavement shines like silver


    All the lights are misty in the river


    In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight


    And all I see is him and me forever and forever





    And I know it's only in my mind


    That I'm talking to myself and not to him


    And although I know that he is blind


    Still I say, there's a way for us





    I love him


    But when the night is over


    He is gone


    The river's just a river


    Without him


    The world around me changes


    The trees are bare and everywhere


    The streets are full of strangers





    I love him


    But every day I'm learning


    All my life


    I've only been pretending


    Without me


    His world would go on turning


    A world that's full of happiness


    That I have never known





    I love him


    I love him


    I love him


    But only on my own




  • oh, sorry for urs…



  • 啱啱比男人呃完, 又即刻上網找男人


    have you ever learned form you mistakes?



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  • I am not looking for anything here. :(





    You guys don't know me and please be respectful.





    Not everyone would like to show all emotions to friends and family. :(





    Have you ever tried to the feeling of heart bleeding? If yes, please show me a bit pity. If not, please go away and let me cry alone. :(



  • be honest, ur situation is not that bad


    at least there is a person who treat u very well, right?



  • Take care urself



  • Life is such a bitch but don't let it beats you down, life goes on whether you like it or not, learn to appreciate what you have and things that are worthy of your attention.



  • many people not even can find a person to love



  • That was my past tense (my ex) and we ca never go back.





    My theory is if I fall here, I have to stand up here.





    We separated due to some issues. If the issues are never settled, we can never return back.





    And most importantly, my heart is cold and broken now. Do I still keep the ability and the courage of loving someone in my life again?





    :...(



  • Thanks a lot, Katie.





    I tried my very best to save my love but in vain finally. My feelings are really painful cos' I have never loved someone so badly. I don't even deserve his sympathy... not even look at me or listen to my calls. :...(





    I am just nothing to him...



  • hi silly T, 呢d先真係叫做慘, 你果d.....








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  • Silly T





    Sorry to hear what you are going thru right now. Please bear in mind though, it's just a passing moment, and sadness is like happiness, it will pass in the course of time.





    Hang in there and cry all you want, if it makes you feel better. We are all here for you.



  • Thanks a lot, Elize. You are so sweet.





    I am a 'fast come, fast go' person, with the spirit of cockroaches. :)





    Life must go on. There are other aspects in life. There is a passer-by telling me that I can be sad but can't spend too much time on sadness. If not, I will miss other good stuffs (like family, friends, career and own interests) in my life. I don't want to.





    I was just too sad this afternoon and would like to have someone listening to me.





    And the reason for being sad is I carried certain responsibilities as my direct words hurt his pride.





    Anyway, pass by is pass by. Time to refresh myself and prepare for my better future, for sure.





    Thanks a lot for all your care and comfort. :)




  • It's life. U grow up after had this experience



  • ----> my direct words hurt his pride.....





    各位切記: 以上是港女死穴, 千年不改, 專家也打救吾到妳地




  • 【本報訊】父親癌病去世,母親智障,妹妹只有12歲,18歲青年幾年前開始要獨力照顧母親和妹妹。一家三口雖然申領了綜援金,但入不敷支,一年前,他決定輟學當學徒幫補家計,但「暗中」工作卻被社署揭發,不但被扣減綜援金並要每月向社署還款1,000元,加上本身債務纏身,在財政和家庭壓力下,青年昨日在深水家中割脈及吊頸自殺身亡,可憐遺下無法自我照顧的母親及妹妹。 記者:鄧偉明、黃江奇





    愛兒吊頸慘死,智障媽媽大哭大叫。 鄧偉明攝





    青年割脈吊頸雙料自殺,警員撿走音響電線及切肉刀等證物。





    18歲青年自殺身亡,仵工將屍體遷離現場。





    死者黃葵香,18歲,11年前與父母和胞妹由內地來港定居,一家四口原同住在東涌富東;噩夢在4年前開始,黃父因為癌病去世,留下40餘歲姓鄭的智障妻子和一對子女。據黃氏兄妹同在東涌就讀學校的李校長表示,當時知道他們家庭出現巨變後,已一直跟進兄妹的情況,包括協助他們申請綜援,以及為目前就讀中二的黃妹申請免交書簿費等。





    工作未申報須還綜援





    李校長表示:「舊年學期尾,黃葵香突然同我講因為成績追唔上,屋企家境又唔好,所以唔準備升中四,想出做照顧阿媽同阿妹。」其後,黃葵香在東涌一間意粉店當廚房學徒,月入7,000元,可是他並沒有將工作一事向社署申報,事件最終被社署揭發。





    社署發言人指出,黃一家三口一直領取8,600元綜援金,社署在去年11月進行個案覆檢發覺黃葵香有工作,令其家庭總收入每月超過10,000元,因此要追回部份多領的綜援金約20,000元。經雙方同意下,事主須每月還款1,000元,直至還款完畢為止。發言人又謂,黃母今年8月曾主動向社署表示,其子已遷出獨立生活並脫離綜援網,因此,社署由9月起調整黃母女綜援金為6,700元。





    搬屋買家具欠債四萬





    另一方面,在大半年前,黃葵香曾向李校長指其智障母親被鄰居歧視,生活很不愉快,因此曾向房署申請調遷,但不成功。據稱房署以他們所提調遷理由不足而拒絕有關申請,但房署對此未有回覆。其後,黃決定與家人自行遷出,以4,000元月租搬到深水汝州街272號二樓一單位,由於搬屋和新置家具開支,黃葵香欠下40,000多元債務。





    昨凌晨時分,黃下班後與朋友外出飲酒,據悉當時他情緒很低落,並向朋友訴說因為欠債和家庭壓力感到很不開心,其間他突然離席回家,當時友人已感覺他有些不妥,曾致電找他但無法聯絡上。





    至昨晨7時半,妹妹上學前拍門找哥哥但沒有回應,於是開門查看,赫見兄長用房內音響電線在窗邊上吊,左手腕則不斷滴血,身旁有一柄染血切肉刀,相信他是先割脈後吊頸自殺。妹妹被嚇得大叫,母親聞聲上前見狀也不禁大哭起來,街坊聞訊報警。救護員到場證實雙料自殺青年經已死亡,毋須送院。警方沒發現遺書但相信事件無可疑,召仵工將屍體移送殮房,等候進一步驗屍確定死因。





    對於今次事件,社署發言人稱,社工已聯絡死者的母親和妹妹,並會提供適切援助,包括情緒輔導和住屋安排,同時會協助死者家人辦理後事。



  • silly T





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  • I am as silly as you, no worries





    He abandon me at last... heart bleeding but no way out