如果她沒有回頭…

<span style="FONT-FAMILY: "新細明體", "serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin"> 穿越歷史的長廊，可以看到不少義無反顧的人願為真理和忠誠付出代價。在田納西有一位六十歲的灰髮女士，操著一口濃厚的德國腔，向一大群會眾分享自己的故事。她是猶太人，在二次世界大戰期間，正值青少年，被抓到牢改營。她的故事與那些在德國集中營裏忍受苦難煎熬的囚犯相去不遠。
 <span style="FONT-FAMILY: "新細明體", "serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">經過幾個月的虐待與營養不良所造成的飢餓，她了解到自己必須把握眼前僅存的體能來逃獄。高中畢業後，她看到比自己大幾歲的女人，已經被折磨成老態龍鍾。她開始小心謀畫萬無一失的逃獄步驟。
 <span style="FONT-FAMILY: "新細明體", "serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">逃獄那晚，她成功的越過每一個艱難的關卡。眼前只剩下最後一道障礙，她必須爬過有刺的鐵線，翻越高牆，才能逃出營區。她爬越鐵線的半途時，遼望台上站崗的衛兵發現了她。他厲聲喝止她，以槍命令她趴倒在地上。她聽命行事，雙膝及雙腳血流不止，並開始哭泣，她知道自己唯一的逃亡機會已蕩然無存。
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 <span style="FONT-FAMILY: "新細明體", "serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">出乎意料的是，她聽到守衛說：「以琳？是妳嗎？真令人不敢相信！」她仔細端詳他的臉，發現他竟是洛夫，是自己中學時最要好的朋友。他們曾互訴許多秘密夢想和願望。但戰亂使他們變成敵人。
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 <span style="FONT-FAMILY: "新細明體", "serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">「洛夫，請殺了我吧！我沒有活下去的理由！我失去了所有的盼望。現在乾脆就結束一切，讓我死吧！反正我也沒有活下去的意義了。」
 <span style="FONT-FAMILY: "新細明體", "serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">「以琳，你錯了。只要你知道為誰而活，就有一切活下去的理由，我會放你走，守謢你爬過圍牆，不過，你可以答應我一件事嗎？」
 <span style="FONT-FAMILY: "新細明體", "serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">以琳用懷疑的眼神看著他，心裏以為他必定是在開玩笑，但從他懇切的神情，可以看出他所說的均是肺腑之言。「洛夫，你要我答應甚麼事？」她問。
 <span style="FONT-FAMILY: "新細明體", "serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">「你重獲自由後，答應我要不斷問一問一個問題，直到有人可以答覆你。請你問，為何主給我們活下去的理由？以琳，答應我，請答應我，你要鍥而不捨的追尋這個問題，直到你得到答覆為止。」
 <span style="FONT-FAMILY: "新細明體", "serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">「好，我答覆你，我答應你！」她叫道，瘋狂地爬過高牆的過程中，罪惡感亦油然而生。她在心裏喃喃自語，應該保持沉默的離開這個鬼地方才對。
 <span style="FONT-FAMILY: "新細明體", "serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">她重獲自由後，聽到幾次悶槍聲響起。她邊跑邊回頭張望，深信是洛夫改變了主意，並很得意他沒能打中自己。但她在驚恐中看見的是，其他守衛發現洛夫協助她逃亡，當場槍殺了他。
 <span style="FONT-FAMILY: "新細明體", "serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">在她投向自由時，逐漸明白到洛夫替她受死… <span style="FONT-FAMILY: "新細明體", "serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">她不能不訝異於世上竟有人會為她犧牲自己的生命，為的是讓她得以認識祂。
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<span style="FONT-FAMILY: "新細明體", "serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">兩年前當我人生跌入俗底時，讀到這篇真實的故事，眼淚不停地流….. <span style="FONT-FAMILY: "新細明體", "serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">這個故事給了我力量… <span style="FONT-FAMILY: "新細明體", "serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">再次站起來。
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<span style="FONT-FAMILY: "新細明體", "serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">我不是故意在此傳道，只是我人生中曾多次遇到別人(<span style="FONT-FAMILY: "新細明體", "serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">特別是對我重要的人)<span style="FONT-FAMILY: "新細明體", "serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">對我有很深的誤解… <span style="FONT-FAMILY: "新細明體", "serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">這個見證實在很深的感動了我。
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<span style="FONT-FAMILY: "新細明體", "serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">如果她沒有回頭….. <span style="FONT-FAMILY: "新細明體", "serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">那她的摯友幾乎有如枉死… <span style="FONT-FAMILY: "新細明體", "serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">而她即使是逃出生天，也只是劫後餘生… <span style="FONT-FAMILY: "新細明體", "serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">但她失去的可能是在她人生的意義中最貴重的。
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<span style="FONT-FAMILY: "新細明體", "serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">今天，在我人生的歷程中這個故事再一次感動安慰了我，賜我盼望和動力繼續去愛去忍耐等待
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<span style="FONT-FAMILY: "新細明體", "serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">當你說 “<span style="FONT-FAMILY: "新細明體", "serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">愛”<span style="FONT-FAMILY: "新細明體", "serif"; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: 新細明體; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin">的時候，其實你還不懂愛，只有當你付出的時候，你的愛才開始成熟….. 
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<span style="FONT-FAMILY: "新細明體", "serif"; FONT-SIZE: 12pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-TW; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA">當他與我分手時，我突然想起了這個故事，因我們之間的關係有一點與他們相似，就是我們的背景都是處於一個誓不兩立的景地，但彼此卻早已成了相知相惜的人。

//在她投向自由時，逐漸明白到洛夫替她受死… 她不能不訝異於世上竟有人會為她犧牲自己的生命，為的是讓她得以認識祂。
 
 If you believe in Jesus, that believe will affect you in the same way whether or not the messages actually true

hknewsgroup replied at 2013-02-09 7:35 pm
 
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