wanna kill time...

umm...just broke up?

10months, recovered
 
 while i feel tired on that... wanna drink now...
 
 dun say these, so what will u do in holiday?

has been busy at work...just wanna relax..
 how about u? any plan?

go gym, if weather is good, go to swim..
 
 that is... nth special...

zee,
 
 I had a really bad breakup last time...
 I got depression from it...
 
 and I got sick of relationship at that time...
 
 but now.... hahaha...I guess, I 'm recovered....I still want to be in love

jun, just read the weather report on yahoo...seems like we will have rainy holidays :( sxxks! i wanna go to the beach and swim too...
 
 cat, congrats! it means that you are ready for another relationship...so do u have any targets? ;)

Zee,
 
 no target at all....
 
 sigh....
 
 see, can't hardly find someone to love...

cat, i had a similar suitation...i thought i will not find a suitable one...but when it comes, it comes! just be patient and keep an eye on it.. do u have any plan on holiday?

yes, zee, is rainy day...
 so better go to gym... i dun mind go everyday.. as i love gym....
 
 hi, cat, good for u.. dun worry, u will find your true love...
 
 for me.. i dun hurry... as i cant do any of this... as now in hk... somehow u cannot trust on relationship... no matter u r man or woman...

Zee,
 
 Yea..i know, when it comes, it comes...
 all i can do is to wait.... but that waiting process is so torturing....i mean, because you don't know if there's a 'next one'
 
 
 Jun,
 
 not just in hk..it's everywhere.... but I guess, men still have a better advantage than women

jun, "as now in hk... somehow u cannot trust on relationship..." why say so?

cat.. for me, i just want a simple relationship... no cheat, no lie, honesty... but seems talking this is like a fairytale..
 
 while i do wish u and zee find yours

Jun,
 
 haha....who doesn't want that? we all want to find one to one, faithful relationship..
 
 but sometimes, even the person is faithful... there still could something happen...
 
 like, I met a guy months ago on the internet, he is a nice guy, but then, later I found out, he has some kind of mental problem...
 
 he makes things up (with his imagination).... and he acuses you for no reason... that really scared me off...
 
 good that...i didn't really start with him...
 
 but i feel pity..i mean, see, he's loyal...i know he would love me only....
 
 but..... i really can't stay with him..

sound terrible...and psycho
 anyway, just beware of people from net...

jun, ya...i guess it's all about "trust"..it's hard to do "trust someone" sometimes...haha...
 espeically gals becoz gals tend to be "thinking too much"
 well...i hope the one now is my Mr. Right :)

zee, all the best and hope the one u have now is the final one

Jun,
 
 I think it's not just the net...
 
 i mean, who knows the person next to you could be a psycho too

Jun and Cat,
 
 are you two back from overseas?

Zee,
 
 I study overseas? why?
 
 
 Jun,
 
 do you enjoy living alone...
 I dunno if I could afford that...plus... it's so lonely to live alone >_<
 
 I wanna share flat with a roomate...

cat,
 
 just wonder...coz i can see from writings

zee,
 
 oh...ic...you too?
 
 
 where is jun, he opens the thread and disappears..

cat,
 
 yap, i study overseas too...
 haha...maybe Jun is busy chatting with gals?
 i'm gonna go shower...will you stay late on here?

but i'm gal too wor...
 
 yup, i will stay here..
 
 have a nice shower~~

i talk my staff in phone now... sorry

oh my god...that late???
 
 aiya...it's sad to be your staff...
 
 hahahahahahha...
 j/k

asking my advice on career, so i just tell what i think...
 
 not related to job stuff... haha

so do u enjoy living alone?

jun
 
 i dunno , i'm asking you...because i thought u said, u live alone..
 
 i guess, i'd feel lonely.... =(
 
 maybe, sharing with a flatmate...

i live alone for long time, so is fine for me...

oh..ic

while somehow it will be lonely and boring.. esp i dun have many relative in hk

i'm back..had a nice shower :P
 
 Jun, your staff is gal too? LOL
 
 Cat, u r living with family right?

i wont have relationship with my company people...
 this is my rule

Jun,
 
 that's smart then!!
 
 Zee,
 
 Welcome back!
 
 
 sigh...I still couldn't make up my mind...
 moving out and live by myself... i dunno if i am able to do that...

hihi......Jun...sleep yet?

Jun,
 just joking :)
 
 Cat,
 did you meet many guys from net?

Cat...
 
 think the reason why u want to live alone? coz of freedom? or flat now is too small? too crowdy?
 
 if too crowdy, is ok to move out..
 
 but if for freedom, i suggest not, take care ur family is a good things...
 sometime, when u move out, u will treausre the time u r with them..
 
 and it saves money and time for cooking, housework as well...
 
 Kathy.. yes, not yet.. today, not in mood... so still here.. and u?

Zee,
 
 yea...meet few ppls here...
 
 two from she
 
 now, one become my very very best friend...
 
 i met them here about 9 yrs ago...

jun,
 
 i knew that too....it saves a lot...
 
 and i treasure the times with my parents...
 
 that is my only concern....
 
 and that's why until now, i'm still living with them...if not for them, i should have moved out years ago...
 
 sigh..anyway...it's a complicated case...that i want to move out..

cat replied at 2010-04-01 1:28 am
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 Zee,
 
 yea...meet few ppls here...
 
 two from she
 
 now, one become my very very best friend...
 
 i met them here about 9 yrs ago...
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 Hi ~

cat, if u can decide and make final decision right now.. then dun move...
 
 trust me

working now....and boring....!
 most of time live a lone....but so boring ar...if single !

Hi Jack
 
 ---------------
 
 Jun
 
 aiya...u don't understand la..
 
 I don't want to move out either... i mean, i want to live with my parents , or at least closer to them too....
 
 ay... suen la..
 
 
 you sound regret?? what's the matter?

kathy, why work so late?
 i m single now... and as u said, sometime lonley and boring... but this is life..
 
 cat
 i dun regret, my family all live in USA... i just tell my advice to u... as u can make a clear choice, dun make it now.. coz it is not the time..

Jun .......i need night shift le.....
 how about ur work? need not work tomr?

jun
 
 ok...the reason is...i want to move back to HK..
 
 but like your case, they want to stay here...but i hate here so much, i want to move back...but if moving back, i'll be all alone in hk..
 
 i dunno if i can survive...

kathy, i need to work tmr, maybe soon go sleep...
 just today in mood, so stay here....
 
 cat.. ic...
 so u should think carefully
 r they capable to take care their own? and other matter...
 
 i support every move u made

but then, what was your reason that make you to go back?
 
 why don't u stay here and take care of them?
 
 they're capable i guess, well, i still have an older brother, who lives just across the street with us....
 
 but you know, my brother has his family to take care too..
 
 anyway... i dunno....but i do really hate here... none of the things make sense here....
 
 especially the govt.

maybe u can try to move out to see how is going on...
 
 as u wont try, u never know and this though keep struggling in ur mind...

but living alone is costly....
 
 
 anyway..... i'll back in two weeks !!!!
 
 
 oh well....not really that excited...