現在算怎樣呢?

I was with my SL for 2 years. We love each other much but we never intend to be officially with each other. We are of toally different personality and life style. I was about to break up a few weeks back. I didn't send any sms to him, want to let it die down........ coz I want to be loyal to my husband again. Do the right thing. I just sent him another sms, saying that I want to break up as we still have good memory, and thank you for the good time he gave me. But his wife read this sms..... She moved out. He was devasted. I am heart broken to see him like this. He talked to me for comfort. I comforted him. But the irony is, we were about to break up and it was being discovered. Shxt! And I was suppose to break up, but now kept on talking to him. Shxt! He kept on saying he's guilty and selfish and hurted his wife. But he is talking that to me. I told him to stop if he really thinks this is selfish. So absurd................... Life? Love? Lust? Fidelity? Loyalty? Respect? Selfishness... I already don't know what's what.

You better think about what yourself really want first.
 He is getting lose now.
 The most important you have to know what you should do a real.
 If you think that was the game yet. You better know the rule.
 But if you think that is the realtionship could be keep it on for long yet. You better ask yourself what's the end og the game?
 Good luck!