miss u so much

I just love you because I do. I can't change it,Its not my choice. I wish I didn't, but that's how love is. I can't say a word about you. I have to forget about you. I wish you didn't make it so difficult for both. There are things I wish I could tell you. There are many things I need tell you, but I can't find the way...I can't find you. I can't change it. Its not my choice. I wish I didn't love you. I can't forget about you. I just wish it could all work out like it once happened.

someone said I like the unpredictable cloud ...difficult to fathom and to be understand.

i am difficult to fathom and to be understand. it is depends on certain people in how they evaluate me, and it is up to their luck how far i let them get inside me. because i am that hard.

yes i am a very secretive person.

i don't tell others about how i truly feels deep inside.

i don't share with others about how painful my heart is currently. it is not that i don't want to. it is just me. i just can't do that. i have tried to burst out about it but it will end up with nothing. maybe just a bit will come out and you can do the rest for the conclusion.

i can be very quiet like i am dead or something equivalent to that, unless i am excited or tensed; but mostly i prefer to remain silent.

i loves to be alone and sometimes i am a homely person. but i do loves to be loved and stay closed to my loves ones.

i am VERY emotional and sentimental; i can simply burn up and scold other people (mostly them that are closed to me) without any purpose and cries until i fall asleep. (i love crying on my own).

i am EASILY hurt but takes long to recover; and forgiving but never forgets. so, sometimes, i can bring up the past when I'm truly hurt but someone. but don't worry, i am not revengeful.

i am temperamental and unpredictable. very hard to predict. that is the problem with me. i can suddenly be crazy, and change to moody and change back to happy. my mood swings are not stable at all.

i judge people through observations. that is why i like to stare to something that doesn't even exist. i can just stare into the empty space.

i LOVE surprises and wish i could get it sometimes. so, do melt my heart with something i don't expect at all. :)

and i am easy to be consoled and approachable.

when i'm angry, i will show it perfectly but a few hours later, that fire suddenly becomes ice or water.

currently, i am in a mess.

but how can i make things easier?

please. i just want to be normal.

i don't want to be perfectionist.

it is sxxks.

Hi sillygal,

believe u are suffering in the difficult time.

May be u can share more with me at [email protected] I think i am mature enough to give u some experience ...

Don't be silly in action

someone said '' miss u much '' too much in everyday.

that is sweet but make me feel annoying.......

sincere

can't see u online

sillygal,

Can't on line at my ymail, mind to send your msn or mail address to my mail. Thank you

If loving you is wrong...I don't want to be right

my dear daniel...

If loving you is wrong...I don't want to be right

sillygal,

sometimes it is difficult to define right or wrong, take it easy.

sillygal,

i hope i can replace your daniel al

can't c your mail .... look forward to getting it

sillygal,

can't c your reply, i think u feel happy and left. feel good for u :-)

sincere

can u try to open new msn let me add?I don't want to mail u ...

sillygal,

ok. pls try [email protected]

tks

Sillygal,

Are you writing a romantic novel?

I miss you,as they miss the nights without stars. miss the morning as beauty,without you, pure God who hurts me.

I miss you,when I walk, when I cry, when river,when the sun shines,when it's cold.

because you feel like you have mine.

I miss you,like the trees miss autumn,On those nights not sleeping,you can not imagine, love, and I miss you.

I miss you,every step that I feel lonely,I'm living every moment daily. I am dying, love, because I miss you.

I miss you,when the dawn begins to color,with your virtues, with all your mistakes,

for what you want and do not ...but I miss you.

Have you ever really miss someone?

I know you miss me

But don't be sad.

I know you love me

But don't be mad.

I couldn't stay.

I had to go.

But I just want

You to know

I know you want me

And I want you, too.

And I can't wait to be

In Heaven with you.

Sillyboy : i miss aman / daniel / alex / michael / roy / felix / simon / frank/ andrew / andy..... etc......

maybe u in my list too ....hahaaa

h : u .....sigh...hahaa

Its okay...I am not a male whore....being on the that list is kinda silly lol...I guess you really don't know the meaning of missing someone lol...

don't want argument with anyone^^

That wasn't an argument...lol wanna chat IM

got u call ... sound so sweet ^^

Don't be silly

crazyboy: have fun~

sillygirl* yes, if you could talk to me tonight

crazyboy:I've lost my number. Can I have yours?

Gal,

Your still here..

yea....

wanna chat on IM?

I ask you : Do you miss me ?

you said : No

that's make me feel interesting.....hahaaaa

last time when we chat .....

I ask you : Do you miss me ?

you said : I do miss you.

you make me feel sad....

so sad...

sillyboy : ur msn is ?

sillygal replied at 2010-04-28 8:10 pm

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currently, i am in a mess.

but how can i make things easier?

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not hard

can i help?

sent an email to this account [email protected]

i'll give u my msn via email...

sillygal replied at 2010-04-29 3:32 am

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sillyboy : ur msn is ?

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[email protected]

sd already

sillyboy = wiseman ?

hi sillygirl* my msn is [email protected]

certainly NOT

how comes

gal,

Check ur email...

hello all, still awake ? just home. hows everyone ? not working tmr ?

crazyboy can't see u online

i am online

sillygal do u want chat by phone?